Written on - 8/19/2011 @ 4:30 pm

 

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THE BOND OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

It was a painful evening ...

An evening filled with screams, anxiety & emotions

All the pain just vanished when I saw my beautiful angel sleeping peacefully away from me

It was the first time she was seeing the world and the world was seeing her

From that day till now, I have been growing with her

Few things I teach her

Few things She teaches me

The bond has grown so strong that, 

Her tears hurt me

My tears hurt her

The bond continues to taste all flavors of life

I call it a RAINBOW of life

The unconditional love between us taught  me that,

Life fills with joy & happiness when you love your dear ones unconditionally

This bond made my bond with my family stronger than ever

I may not know what place I hold in her heart

But all I know is,

    My heart is filled with her LOVE

    My mind is filled with her THOUGHTS

    My dreams filled with her DREAMS

    My world revolves around her

She is my ANGEL ...

She is my PRINCESS ...

She is my EVERYTHING...

 She is my TEJAL TRISHNA 💖

And I am her loving mother VIDYA VALLURU 

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 Written on - 2/22/2019

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LOVE 💖

    Love is a blissful experience. A beautiful feeling which makes your heart flutter filled with a rush of emotions. Love is just you and your emotions. Emotions where words fail to express. Love never needs a reason. If there is a reason it can't be love. 

     Every human experiences love many times and every time it's UNIQUE. That's the beauty of love. Once we start expressing and acting on our emotions, it becomes PASSION. 

Passion is the highest-paid job in the world, as it pays you, your inner peace and happiness to your soul.

When it comes to loving a person, it's coupled with a reason to love and expectations. This ends the love. Since humans are highly intelligent, before they start anything, they are keen on reasons and expectations. This is the main reason why human relations fail. The kind of love that normally survives a lifetime is love for, your parents, kids, pets, and something that you love to do. That is because we don't really invest in the other side of emotions. We don't even reason our love for them. I feel, to experience love, it has to be always one-sided. 

It's hard to believe, but in today's time the love that is difficult to experience & rarest to become a passion is

LOVE FOR HUMANITY

I have the greatest regard for people who serve humanity. 

To experience love, never couple your heart with your intelligent mind. All you need is

💖 Heart to feel it

&

You to make it into a Passion  

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  Random Thought - 2/28/2022

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I, right now as a housewife am still of the same worth as the working me before marriage & kids

Both are my choices of life 💕

Nobody or situation forced me

And I have no regrets, cause both lives are 

MY CHOICES & I AM VERY HAPPY WITH BOTH LIFE’s

Just because I am not going along with the social norm doesn’t mean that you can judge me or my worth.

I decide my Worth not anybody else. 

I am very content and happy with my life,

Cause

All the various roles I have played in my life are my own choices, and I have given my best to every role.

Happiness is my NORM 

& 

Not giving up on myself is my NORM

And choices I made in my life are just tools to achieve MY NORM 🙂💖

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 Random Thought - 2/25/2022

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Why do people judge someone?

There may be many reasons.

I could figure out one reason among many, that is 

“First impression”

I guess that’s the reason people say 

“ First impression is the BEST impression “

When your first impression about a person is not good, you become opinionated. 

Once opinionated, then you start framing that person’s personality according to your opinions which will most probably not match the actual person and leads to judging that person for everything. 

The human mind has such power that your opinions dominate you

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Life .. Do we own it?

Life .. Do we own it?

“Life…

What is Life?

Who/What Controls it?”

A recent incident that happened in one of my close friend’s families has popped up many questions in my mind and mixed emotions in my heart. I am here trying to share my raw emotions due to this incident; I call it raw because I am not able to relate it to anything. They are just randomly pondering in me.

We are so busy planning things in life that we fail to notice that everything in our lives is already planned by DESTINY. We even fail to understand that the control of our lives is also not in our hands. But still, try to control it. Do we own our lives in any way??? We still fail to understand.

We plan so many things in life starting from small things like what to eat, what to wear, where to go etc. to bigger things like what to study, how to save, kids' future etc. When we think that everything in our life is in place and life is on a smooth ride, Destiny gives us a sudden surprise which comes as a shock and the reason for our mere existence just vanishes with a blink of an eye and we would be left with questions and only questions..

Why did this happen?

Why only me?

What should I do now?

Why am I still alive?

And these arise so many unknown feelings in us. I call the feelings unknown as we wouldn’t understand how we are feeling, what we are feeling, and why are we feeling that way. We wouldn’t be able to comprehend these feelings and they become so unknown that we would even fail to express them.

Destiny…

            Who plans it for us?

            I don’t know!

All I know is when it strikes us like thunder it hits so hard that you fail to balance yourself. Everyone in this world would have been already hit by Destiny or would be eventually. Sometimes Destiny surprises us with a pleasant gift but sometimes it’s so very cruel that your soul is just burnt alive.

            This beautiful life even after such pain tries to fight back slowly. Did I say slowly? No, not slowly but very slowly just like the movement of a snail and tries to get back to normal. But can we really get back to NORMAL LIFE? Are we really HEALED?

I read somewhere that fits this bill.

“HEALING DOESN’T MEAN

THE DAMAGE NEVER EXISTED.

IT MEANS

THE DAMAGE NO LONGER

CONTROLS OUR LIVES”

But this damage always teaches a lesson and surely some realizations that life is UNCERTAIN. We should always be happy and thankful for what we have. It can be Health, Wealth, Relations, and even moments with your loved ones.

Treasure Them.

Love Them.

Enjoy Them.

            Even after penning down so much I still feel that I am failing to express what really is bothering me. See the UNKNOWN FEELINGS pop up again. I am still left with the questions unanswered. Emotions are floating all around. If this is how I am feeling, what would have been the condition of the person who has actually gone through this? I guess we can’t imagine.

            This is Vidya signing off with the same questions with which I have started off.

“Life…

What is Life?

Who/What Controls it?”

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